I never thought that in a million years, that I would actually ask this question. There comes a point in our lives where we start pondering on the things that are important over the things that aren't important! I know that sometimes things that we think are important, aren't really important at all.
I wanted to say that I have learned to value my friendships, and my relationships more than anything else. I know that I have changed much over these many years in regards towards how I treat other people! Some one coached me that I talked way too much, which I do admit that I do talk way too much for my own good. And, I apologize that I do; but I like to say that I like to be understood; and I thought somehow that by telling stories that I was engaging my listeners into the the part of the story. However, I later learned that I was doing the complete opposite! And, there was something that changed me.....
IT STARTS HERE......
Can you believe something about me? As talkative as I am sometimes to hide my insecurities, I used to hide my insecurities in a different way when I was a child! I was a hermit! I was socially awkward, and whenever my father would ask how school went I would always answer in monotone responses. I guess it had to do something with the part fact that I bullied a lot when I was younger, which only retrogressed towards me being a loner. I didn't think that anybody cared, or that I would ever have a best friend. In fact, I don't think I could call anybody from 2nd grade all the way towards my senior year of high school my best friend.
However, that all changed when I met some of my best friends whom I met at BYU - Idaho! I couldn't ask for better people, and I have you to thank. This year, 2014, I hope to make it about you; and I promise you that I haven't forgotten any promises that I have made towards you. I have always been a person to improve myself, and the thing that I am improving myself by showing that I care towards you, my friends. I have always believed that I have NEVER been a selfish person. I have learned that it is one thing to believe that I am not a selfish person, it is another to actually SHOW that I am not a selfish person. As I take the new steps towards this life, and this New Year I have to first say thank you to my readers, my family and my friends for their blessings and loving support. Without you, I would not be possible.
Quote for this blog post: "Don't be silent in times of control."
New Beginnings......
I know I haven't written in this blog, and awhile; and I hope that I can do a better job this coming 2014. Honestly, I write more in my journal. However, I realize that the only way I can share the journey with every body is to keep this blog updated....I hope to do a better job of sharing the journey with me! So, please come and join me! Here's a Will2K to help ring in the New Year!
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